Brandon Villasenor

Her beauty must have been exhausting and not to mention troublesome. Glitter swiftly made it's way into the vibrant strands that graced her lavish eyelashes. Each blink, each pressing moment, time seemed to have stopped and I felt as if, her charm could fill an entire room and with every set of eyes locked onto her, somehow the glare of her shimmering wet lipgloss could take care of everyones problems. That as soon as her heavenly music flowed through their wine glasses, that they too were apart of something such bigger, much grander. I believed, when I stood beside her; I became more handsome.

I wonder how many women are held up in their bed waiting to be sung to, served wine to, read poetry to, kissed slowly with.

She was the reason I started to write but her beauty is kept me writing.

I miss her | & not the type of missing when you__e alone, not the type when you__e broken down half drunk, not even the type when you know she__ the one. I__ talking about the kind of missing that when you__e full of happiness_you wish they were there to enjoy it. I don__ care if we__e not together, I don__ care if I never see her again. All that I will every know is I__ here smiling & I know how much she__ like to see that.

Tonight, I decided to take a stroll down to my local liquor store. Maybe I__l find a refreshment to wash down this full moon. I hate showing up & the clerk fucking knows my name, perhaps because I__ a regular. Anyways got my shit, left_barely covering the tax. Took the long way home; to get away from that haunting typewriter. Sat down at some park bench, as I started to open my poison; A memory rushed into me. A empty bottle of Jack Daniel__ under the Christmas tree. I thought my dad would want another drink, so started to pour my bottle into the dirt & cried.