Emme Rollins

But I was done trying to wake her up, to make her see. To save her. The only person I could save was myself.

We fell into each other__ arms and kissed like we were coming up for air after being underwater for days. The melding of our mouths was sweeter than oxygen. We took huge, deep gulps of each other as we struggled with worldly constraints like clothing and gravity, seeking to transcend it all in our coming together.

Every day for a week, sitting in my idling car, saying goodbye without saying anything at all__he touch of his hand, his forehead pressed to mine, the way he brushed my hair out of my face, tucking it behind my ear. And still, he hadn__ kissed me. Not once. Nothing but that brief brush of his lips. I was beginning to go a little crazy.

The best things in life are crazy.

Like a butterfly stuck in a chrysalis, waiting for the perfect moment, I was waiting for the day I could burst forth and fly away and find my home.

Our eyes met and locked as the song came to a halt, followed by a screaming conclusion from the crowd, girls around us pressing me into the stage, forcing all the air out of my lungs, but I__ forgotten about doing anything so basic as breathing.

I don't want you to be my fan. I want you to be mine.

He recovered quickly, reaching out to touch a few outstretched hands, melting the front row of girls like one long stick of butter as he moved closer toward me.

He lifted his head, the sight of his dark, disheveled hair, eyes glinting with longing in the lamp light, the gorgeous spread of his shoulders, tapering down to the narrow thrust of his hips, made my ovaries ache deep in my belly.

My knees were weak but he held me with one hand, guiding me with the motion of his hips. I was completely his to do with what he wanted and he knew it.

You think he__ perfect and he__ safe and, in your head, he can do anything... but he can__ save you, Sara... and I can__ save you either.

We were a galaxy exploding into a million pieces, creating a whole new world, as we crashed against each other on the soft surface of his mattress, a cloud in the darkness, our bodies finally falling together like rain.

I looked at him like a stranger, someone I__ never seen before, and he looked at me like I__ been lost to him for a thousand years and finally found.

Sometimes there__ no cure for the crazy._ Dale sighed, stroking my hair. __ think we all just have to keep loving through it. Maybe that__ the cure.

Fuck me,_ I whispered, giving him permission, taking him into my flesh, a soft invitation to madness.

Every bride is beautiful. It__ like newborn babies or puppies. They can__ help it.

I know you. Inside and out, Sara. I know you, and I__e accepted it all. Every bit of the crazy. And I love you anyway remember?

My task is set before me, girl My mission clear and true There__l be black knights and dragons, girl But I will always come for you_