Toni mastertfrf

He killed himself for wanting to live, for wanting to find someone that would love him, someone that would actually love him enough to want to be with him in his life, he did found rare people like that in his lonely search but they were already with another someone, no need for him to interfere, he killed himself because all his dreams were never nothing more than dreams, he killed himself because he was a failure, he killed himself because that someone never showed up to him.

Grant us peaceof our unnatural sins,that sweet release as death begins.For a lease on lifeby "devouring" othersis full of great strifemaking "meat" of another_With blood of the innocentdripping down across my mind,my eyes red luminescentthinking of a past left behind.Of the friends I had madeand those I let downyet now I am afraidof finally shutting down.Yet I know deep insidethis is how it has to be, for humans to make strideyou have to kill me...

Will peace ever comeWill its will ever be doneFrom dawn to duskNight to sun We wait and watchHoping for changeTrying not to fallAnd to always stand tallFor we all have willEven if it not clear Even when we only followWe still can choose to not fearBut the time continues And I grow old So as I lie hereWhat will unfold?Will there be change Will peace be arrangedI hope so...