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The day we decide to drop the flimsy makeshift scenarios in our cluttered mind and eschew the __lleluias_ of self-importance, life can become genuine, lucid and graceful, like a flow of wellness in the glow of a new morning. ("Words flew away like birds")

Comes the tipping point in life, when we decide to a __top and search_ and our emotional police bring us to a standstill. This allows us to scan all the little details in the spectrum of our being; scour all fuzzy or cryptic elements that are floating around in our mind and restore the fault lines in the cluttered tale of our life. ("The world was somewhere else")