hellraiser

Most modern men want sex and can__ have it. They want success and never get it. They want money and never earn enough. Everybody has desires and nobody__xcept the psychopathic few_ Has the guts to go out and just take what they want.___rofessor Michael Friday

But can one actually see beauty with eyes blurred by the lack of almost everything a human being needs?

I found a brief piece of by Antonio Vivaldi around this time which became my __inhead Mood Music_. Called Al Santo Sepolcro (At The Holy Sepulchre), it opens more like a piece of modern orchestral music, and although it it moves toward Vivaldi__ familiar harmonies, there is always the threat that it will fall back into dissonance. The piece progresses in an exquisite agony, poised on a knife edge between beauty and disfigurement, joy and sorrow, pleasure and pain. Perfect.