rescued

When you let go of control and commit yourself to happiness, it is so easy to offer compassion and forgiveness. This propels you from the past, into the present. People that are negative, spend so much time trying to control situations and blame others for their problems. Committing yourself to staying positive is a daily mantra that states, __ have control over how I plan to react, feel, think and believe in the present. No one guides the tone of my life, except me!

There comes a point where you become tired of the loneliness and need a human touch, a caress to make you realize you still exist as a person.

Eager?_ __ust a little,_ I breathed.

Touch me. Kiss me. I want you. I__e never done it just for my pleasure, just for fun.

Single ladies, the only thing we need to be rescued from is the notion that we need to be rescued.

I was calling you earlier when your name and number flashed up on my cell__ screen. But instead of it being you, it was Chris.___ou still have my number programed into your phone?

Gee, you don__ sugarcoat things, do you?_ __t least if I__ at a club, I won__ have you pressuring me.___o, you__l have heaps of strangers instead.

Colt, you__e going to be a nurse, not a cop. If anything happens, I__l pay the fines for you.___till don__ need it.___hy?_ She paused for a moment, thinking. __ecause you__e still trying to get into Daddy__ good books?___hut up,_ I muttered, blowing my frustrations into another balloon__t grew between my palms. This had nothing to do with my father.__rom what you__e told me of the guy, he__ a jerking dick, Colt. I don__ know why you__e seeking his approval.

We should live every day like people who have just been rescued from the moon.

Well, that was the end of me, the real end. Two pound ten every Tuesday and a room of the Gray's Inn Road. Saved, rescued and with my place to hide in - what more did I want? I crept in and hid. The lid of the coffin shut down with a bang. Now I no longer wish to be loved, beautiful, happy or successful. I want one thing and one thing only - to be left alone. No more pawings, no more pryings - leave me alone.