taking-control

Sometimes your belief system is really your fears attached to rules.

If you fatally kill fate,your life sentence will beto steer the reins of choice.

In life, you have two choices: Do you control your life_ or not? Are you the driver or the passenger? Do you make stuff happen, or let stuff to happen?

When you blame others, what you are really saying is what is inside of you can__ be fixed, so you have no control of your own happiness. Therefore, you have made the conscience choice to give focus and fuel to a bad situation that will take you nowhere and give you nothing, but ignorance and pain.

Putting on the collar is taking charge of unexpected situations. Keeping humans from taking control from me. To tell hunters that I'm not prey. Not a trophy by wearing the collar. I looked at the circlet again. Looking deeper, I see not subjugation, but a tool of power to control my fate in the world of man that symbolizes my ownership over both my nature spirit and wolf-self.

Be grateful. These feelings, no matter how painful, are part ofliving. Today, we are alive__ot anesthetized, not sedated, not passedout. Take control of your feelings and through action you can change.Today, as every day of sober living, we have a choice.

Relinquish your ideology of control, for it is merely a mirage anyway.