I will be conveyed to an Emergency Room of some kind, where I will be detained as long as I do not respond to questions, and then, when I do respond to questions, I will be sedated; so it will be an inversion of standard travel, the ambulance and ER: I'll make the journey first, then depart.
The so-called __sychotically depressed_ person who tries to kill herself doesn__ do so out of quote __opelessness_ or any abstract conviction that life__ assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; i.e. the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire__ flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It__ not desiring the fall; it__ terror of the flames. And yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling __on__!_ and __ang on!_, can understand the jump. Not really. You__ have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling.
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The so-called __sychotically depressed_ person who tries to kill herself doesn__ do so out of quote __opelessness_ or any abstract conviction that life__ assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; i.e. the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire__ flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It__ not desiring the fall; it__ terror of the flames. And yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling __on__!_ and __ang on!_, can understand the jump. Not really. You__ have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling.
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