Camilla Gibb

How is it that disappointment arrives as soon as what you have desired for so long steps over the threshold? It__ like finding the end of your wedding train dragging behind in the mud.

If only I could rest for a time in quiet pain and awaken new and willing. He is looking forward and I am inward.

The smell of home was indistinguishable from the smell of leaving home: each inhalation a mix of familiarity and fear.

I was not always a Muslim, but once I was led into the absorption of prayer and the mysteries of the Qur__n, something troubled in me became still.

Clench clench these strong teeth in this strong mouth. My mouth. Of my body. In my house. My mouth? Chapped lips swollen and bloody? Dream dreaming wide and thunder? My mouth! My God! This is me speaking. Not mouthing. Not typing and twitching. Not writing a suicide note the length of a novel that will never be finished. I hear voices now but I know they are not the voices of fathers or lovers, or mothers or angels or demons, but the sounds of my own private wars echoing the battles of women before me and near me. No wonder I do not make people comfortable. I am a mirror. I have far too many things to say. (p. 237-238)