dream-man

With this man I will never want. With this man I will never be sad again.

Unless it is you, finding out who your lover__ dream lover is is a nightmare.

the onewho will jolt awakeall the unwrittenthe unsungand the unlived in me. i am waitingfor him.

Mara,_ his arms gave me a squeeze, __aby, you__e got to live in the now. Not in your head. Not controlled by your fears. You can__ live for what might happen five months in the future. You got issues you gotta face today. You gotta deal with them now. You got two kids who count on you and their lives aren__ gonna go perfect every day because you weigh every decision you make and tread cautiously. Those options are no longer available to you. You__e gonna have to live day to day and make decisions on the fly. And I__ tellin_ you I__ here to help. You need it and they need it. Are you honestly gonna say no?

The man who gets Mara gets you and Billie. I__ that man. What you gotta get is, while fallin_ in love with Mara, I fell in love with you and your sister. Straight up, Bud, no lie. The feelings I feel for Mara are hers, the feelings I feel for Billie are hers and the feelings I feel for you are yours. You all have my love, not collectively, individually. Do you understand me?_ __itch nodded. __ight. What I mean is, I didn__ fall in love with you all as a whole. I fell in love with each of you because of who you are. I don__ care about you because you come with Mara. I care about you because you__e a good kid. You__e smart. You__e loyal. And you love and look out for your sister and Mara. I know grown men who do not have a character as fine as yours. Those are the reasons I love you. There are different reasons I love Billie. And there are different reasons I love Mara. Today, what we had together was good. But the feelings I feel for you aren__ feelings I have to have in order to have Mara. They__e feelings you earned. Now, you with me?