depressed

Darkness was my best friend and loneliness my soulmate.

The pretty ones are usually unhappy. They expect everyone to be enamored of their beauty. How can a person be content when their happiness lies in someone else's hands, ready to be crushed at any moment? Ordinary-looking people are far superior, because they are forced to actually work hard to achieve their goals, instead of expecting people to fall all over themselves to help them.

He who aims too high will get a sore neck

Carved deep into my veins but didn't bleedOverdosed on sleeping pills but didn't sleepWhen your heart is heavy, it gets increasingly harder to breatheClearly there's a GodBut why has he forsaken me?

It feels like someone is gripping my heart and twisting it. It feels like I can't breathe. I shut my eyes tightly against the memory that is threatening to surface. I can't br

I hate forcing myself to go to bed to avoid committing suicide.

He was alone with his thoughts. They were extremely unpleasant thoughts and he would rather have had a chaperon.

Many people who became successful were once first time global failures. But because they didn't give up on their dreams, failure could not sink them. They triumphed at last!

God wants to use you as a divine show room, where the poor, the wearied and the depressed will find comfort and recreation! You got to be kind. It's a sign that you have conquered greed!

I hate telling people this. I never know exactly how my voice is going to sound saying it, and I hate the stricken looks they get on their faces when they don't know what to say back.

It's shitty I guess. They're my friends. But... everything I want to talk about I can't say to them. It feels so separate, like I've touched something that's taken the color out of me.

Don't be scared of scars. They just tell stories that are hard to hear.

People do not die from suicide. They die from sadness.

I was depressed. I guess I still am

I__ not weeping, I__ not complaining,Happiness is not for me.

I've never been the most important person to anybody - not even myself.

You don't have to tell me everything right away, but I have to tell you everything right away? Can't you see how stupid that is?

Often it feels like I am breathing today only because a few years back I had no idea which nerve to cut...