emptyness

Art becomes an honest expression once done for oneself. Failure of that results to empty and transparent art.

If I look at my old lyrics, they seem to be full of rage, but empty. There was an emptiness in my life.

Home. the word always had air quotes around it in her mind. She'd done what she could to make her flat cozy, filling it with art, books, ornate lanterns, and a Persian carpet as soft as lynx fur. And of course there were her angel wings taking up one whole wall. But there was no help for the real emptiness; its close air was stirred by no breath but her own. When she was alone, the empty place within her, the missingness, as she thought of it, seemed to swell. Even being with Kaz had done something to keep it at bay, though not enough. Never enough.

You know how it is. You feel a little different because other people have two parents, even if they__e divorced. It__ like you grow up knowing that you__e missing something important that everyone else has, but you don__ know exactly what it is. I remember hearing my friends talking about how their fathers wouldn't let them stay out late or didn't like their boyfriends. It used to make me so angry because they didn't even realize what they had. Do you know what I mean?

Prepare for a radio, for nothing is silent like the grave

Time went by and there wasn__ even sadness.__ou know how another patient put it? She said this feeling inside her was . . . it was anti-feeling. Like a black hole in space, and everything__appiness, anger, hope, meaning__t would all get sucked in, tipped over the event horizon, and she couldn__ feel any of it. That__ the way it was for me. I walked around like everyone else, and had this wonderful opportunity at the museum, and came home to this brilliant guy who loved me and was nothing but sweet. Your father tried so hard. But I felt . . . empty. If I could__e filled that space up with anything, I would__e. If somebody had turned to me and said, __t__ easy, just pour some dry cement in there and you__l be a normal human girl,_ I would__e done it like that._ She snaps her fingers. __ut I couldn__. And your father couldn__ do it for me.

To love at a distance and without hope; never to possess; to dream chastely of pale charms and impossible kisses extinguished on the waxen brow of death: ah, that is something like it. A delicious straying away from the world, and never the return. As only the unreal is not ignoble and empty, existence must be admitted to be abominable. Yes, imagination is the only good thing which heaven vouchsafes to the skeptic and pessimist, alarmed by the eternal abjectness of life.

The world is a navy in an empty ocean.

And I realize, so suddenly that it hurts, just how empty a creature can be, while still filled to the brim with drowning agony.

God whispered, "You endured a lot. For that I am truly sorry, but grateful. I needed you to struggle to help so many. Through that process you would grow into who you have now become. Didn't you know that I gave all my struggles to my favorite children? One only needs to look at the struggles given to your older brother Jesus to know how important you have been to me.

Awareness is absence of seaking.

Even a book with completely empty pages will change you because you will start thinking about the reason behind this emptiness and once you enter the thinking territory it means that you entered a territory of change!

He knows that after him everything will continue on much as before, except that there will be a minuscule absence, a barely detective gap in the so-called grand scheme, one unit fewer now. Or not even that, not even an empty space where he once was, for all will rush immediately to fill that vacuum. Pft. Gone. Recollections of him will remain in the minds of others for a while, but presently those others too will die and his few relics with them. And then all will be dark.

A dead dog is more quiet than a house on the steppes, a chair in a empty room.

I see a brightportionunder the overhead lightthat shades intodarknessand then into darkerdarknessand I can't see beyond that.

Alone, I often fall down into nothingness. I must push my foot stealthily lest I should fall off the edge of the world into nothingness. I have to bang my head against some hard door to call myself back to the body.

One of the most lucrative privileges of an empty handed is the easiness to embrace wholeheartedly!

I should be happy, but instead I feel nothing. I feel a lot of nothing these days. I've cried a few times, but mostly I'm empty, as if whatever makes me feel and hurt and laugh and love has been surgically removed, leaving me hollowed out like a shell.